It’s so fresh, even though it’s almost been a year… a look, a song, a thought, a memory, and it all comes flooding back. The tears come, unbidden and unwanted… the thought comes easily that we could have lost her… how good God has been to us…. how much worse it could have been… that feeling… that phone call… not being able to comprehend… the feeling of the uncertainty of it all…
I had no idea it would be like this…so…traumatic, for me. She is doing awesome, she doesn’t remember much…and what a blessing that is for her.
Thank you God for your mercy to us!
I completely understand what you are going though. This past year has been a very emotional year. Feeling as though I needed to keep her close so I can protect her, but still know that only the Lord can protect her. How humbling it is to realize that it doesn’t matter what we do, its only by the grace of God that we have our precious child with us today.
Hang in there!! (((HUGS)))